today i hope to be able to hold my little one. i'm not sure if it will happen. but i feel pretty good about today.
mom flew in on thursday evening, and we've been talking and walking and being silly since. friday was a crazy busy day, but it was fun. we saw captain america, which joey was so excited about. i actually really liked the movie, it was well done and one of the best marvel comics movies! i thought it was awesome.
last night joey and i went for a walk, and bounced on the trampoline. there is just something about being silly with your other half that cannot compare to anything else. i love it. and joey :)
i told aaron i wanted him to come this weekend. but he didn't. which is fine. he will come when he is ready, i know. i think it was probably for the best. i was finally ready yesterday i think. like when i was being genuinely honest with myself, i still had some reservations on friday and saturday. yesterday though i could honestly say we're good to go. mom and i still have to talk over some things, but i feel good about the whole thing.
and i just want to hold my little one. oh so much. i'm almost the full 40 weeks. i don't really want to go past that, because i know there are some others who would like me to be induced after that, which i don't want! hence, if he comes on his own before then, everyone wins. we'll see. heavenly father knows what He is doing, so i just have to trust Him on this one, too.
i'm still praying he comes today though, just in case :)
mom flew in on thursday evening, and we've been talking and walking and being silly since. friday was a crazy busy day, but it was fun. we saw captain america, which joey was so excited about. i actually really liked the movie, it was well done and one of the best marvel comics movies! i thought it was awesome.
last night joey and i went for a walk, and bounced on the trampoline. there is just something about being silly with your other half that cannot compare to anything else. i love it. and joey :)
i told aaron i wanted him to come this weekend. but he didn't. which is fine. he will come when he is ready, i know. i think it was probably for the best. i was finally ready yesterday i think. like when i was being genuinely honest with myself, i still had some reservations on friday and saturday. yesterday though i could honestly say we're good to go. mom and i still have to talk over some things, but i feel good about the whole thing.
and i just want to hold my little one. oh so much. i'm almost the full 40 weeks. i don't really want to go past that, because i know there are some others who would like me to be induced after that, which i don't want! hence, if he comes on his own before then, everyone wins. we'll see. heavenly father knows what He is doing, so i just have to trust Him on this one, too.
i'm still praying he comes today though, just in case :)
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